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Welcome to the Override - Letter #1
The body knows. The mind overrides. Let's override the override. I'm holding up a mirror so you can see what your body already knows, but your mind has been overriding. ...but before you look at your reflection, some quick housekeeping. I like to work in bite-size pieces so the overwhelm stays stifled, breathing room opens up for real contemplation (because YOU need to continue reflecting beyond simply reading these words), and no matter how chaotic your day gets, you can f
Patty Atkinson
May 82 min read


The Blind Spot: Coming Into Focus #2
There is a difference between healing and treating. And there is a difference between following and deciding. I recently went to my OBGYN for my annual visit. Lovely gal. She sees me for about fifteen minutes a year. At the end of the appointment, she said, “At your age, you should be taking 1,200 mg of calcium daily.” I scribbled it down like a good little patient and went on with my life. After two weeks, I finally sat down to research a more natural calcium brand so I coul
Patty Atkinson
4 days ago4 min read


The Stories We Tell Ourselves - Letter #3
About five years ago, I joined a program with Julie Ciardi, and she changed my life. I'm still in it. I don’t ever want to be without her teachings. One of the first things she introduced me to was the concept of the noisy roommate, the voice inside your head that runs on a loop, coaching you away from everything you actually want. The ongoing reel of old stories, old conditioning, old beliefs playing on repeat. The wake-up call wasn't just that the voice existed. It was tha
Patty Atkinson
May 243 min read


The Listening Room
Music speaks where words fail. Playlists for the journey back to yourself. THE BLIND SPOT: Conditioning. Noise. Performance. The moment something stops feeling true and the blind spot starts breaking open. For fellow travelers learning to hear themselves again...let's override the override. Spotify Amazon Music THE OVERRIDE: The moment you stop abandoning yourself to keep the peace. The static clears. The signal gets louder. For fellow travelers learning to trust what they
Patty Atkinson
May 221 min read


The Cost of Overriding Yourself - Letter #2
Most people don't wake up one day completely disconnected from themselves. It happens slowly, quietly, and repeatedly through small moments of self-abandonment. And you don't even notice until you've lost a lot of yourself. A gut feeling ignored. A boundary dismissed. Exhaustion normalized. A relationship dynamic explained away. A dream delayed (how often do we say, "I'll do it later?"). A body signaling "enough" while the mind keeps pushing forward anyway. Over time, overrid
Patty Atkinson
May 193 min read


Built Differently - Letter #0
The body knows. The mind overrides. Let's override the override. This isn't a highlight reel. It's context so you know who's talking to you before we go anywhere together. I'm sitting on my porch in the Hudson Valley, in the sun, completely at peace. I almost didn't get here. Not here as in this porch, but here as in this version of myself. As I sip my coffee, I hear the wind chimes as tall as I am. I smell incense in the air. I see a giant Buddha head watching over the g
Patty Atkinson
May 126 min read


Anxiety Spike Cheat Sheet
First, pause. Anxiety speeds everything up. Your job is to slow your body down before trying to solve the problem. Activate your senses: Name out loud: 5 things you can see 4 things you can touch 3 things you can hear 2 things you can smell 1 thing you can taste This helps pull your mind out of spiraling thoughts and back into the present moment. Lengthen your exhale: Inhale through your nose for 4 counts. Exhale slowly for 8 counts. A longer exhale signals safety to the nerv
Patty Atkinson
May 102 min read


Self-Trust Reminders
Decision making brings order to the mind. Prolonged indecision often creates more anxiety than the decision itself. Confusion often comes from too much outside noise, not lack of inner knowing. “Silent” and “listen” are spelled with the same letters. You must carve out quiet space long enough to hear what your body already knows. You do not need to explain every instinct to honor it. Sometimes clarity arrives the moment you stop overriding yourself long enough to hear it. You
Patty Atkinson
May 102 min read


Journal Prompts
Where in my life do, I already know the answer, but keep looking outside myself for permission? Who do I ask the most? What feels heavy lately, and what feels quietly energizing? What am I tolerating that my body has already been trying to communicate to me? When do I feel most like myself? What patterns repeat every time I override my intuition? If fear, guilt, or obligation were removed, what decision would I make today? What does safety actually feel like in my body? What
Patty Atkinson
May 101 min read


Clarity & Nervous System Tools
The Pause Before the Override - Before saying yes, fixing, explaining, committing, or reacting, pause for 30 seconds and ask:“ Does this feel aligned, or am I overriding myself again?” Body Check-In - Your mind can rationalize almost anything. Your body usually answers first. Tight chest = contraction Heavy exhaustion = depletion Expanded breath = alignment Calm = truth The “Future Me” Exercise - Write from the perspective of yourself one year from now after finally trusting
Patty Atkinson
May 102 min read


Weeds or Wishes? Coming Into Focus #1
Springtime in New York, and I still see dandelion fuzz as a thousand wishes, not a thousand weeds. How many things have we been taught to override, despite something in us quietly feeling otherwise? When did critical thinking become synonymous with being labeled a conspiracy theorist? In the 90s, my teachers encouraged us to question things, think deeply, challenge assumptions, and form our own conclusions. Somewhere along the way, many people stopped trusting their own disce
Patty Atkinson
May 92 min read

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